Can It Get Much Worse? by PFCPatrickDFA, literature
Literature
Can It Get Much Worse?
So another day as gone by, and my love has not changed,
From simple things at home, the range of your memory is still here,
And with every chug of beer, with every year full of tears, your always here
And now im seeing it, permit me to say it, I admit I was jealous at first,
it was the curse that took me to dive headfirst.
Look up to the sky for now, whip the tears up off your face,
this I vow, that no matter who your with I will always remember the girl that shattered this...
So I reach up to the sky, attempting to defy what I feel inside.
Moving on is hard, But it was worth the chances of getting scarred.
To Love,
I miss you dearly
I once thought you a friend
My only friend in the world
My one true friend through thick and thin
I made love to you Love
I trust love with everything i had
To Love,
You Lied
You Cheated
You CHEATED ON ME!!!!!
I gave you everything, everything
The world was at your fingertips
My Heart was your to hold
To Love Farewell,
I will never see you anymore
I wish never to speak to you
I will never call you mine again
I HATE YOU LOVE
My Hardest, Did You?
I was once asked a long time ago,
"Did I try my hardest?"
For a second i wondered, "What answer they were looking for?"
Do they want me to say,
"Yes, My Hardest" or Do they want me to tell the truth?
Because when it came to you,
I didn't, I thought having you was enough.
I thought knowing I had you was enough.
So I slacked, I gave some ground.
I did the wrong thing, this I know.
So now I write about you,
How I never did what you asked.
Always doing my own thing,
Always telling you off.
"No," I finally cried, "I did not try my hardest, I'm sorry."
You Have No Clue, Do You? by PFCPatrickDFA, literature
Literature
You Have No Clue, Do You?
You Have No Clue, Do You?
You have no clue, do you?
How I've watched you,
All the beautiful things you do.
How I'm always there for you,
Never asking anything for myself.
You have no clue, do you?
How I can never look you straight in the eye,
Even when I have something important to tell you.
How everytime you cry,
I'm always there for comfort.
You have no clue, do you?
How I'm always eyeing you,
Wishing you were mine.
How madly in love with you I am,
Now my wrists run red with blood.
And You Still Have No Clue, Do You?
I Love You?
Did you even mean it when you said it?
Do you even know what it means?
What does it mean to you?
Because everytime I said it, I meant it!
I thought about it, what it means to love.
But why did you say it? Was it to make me happy?
I now know you didn't mean it!
I did, everytime I said it.
It was my pray to you.
My way of showing you i care.
But now i know the truth,
As I'm cast aside like a used tissue
My Heary was cut deep, too deep
But love will live on because
Someone who i have not met yet
Will say it and mean it.
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Dear Me 2008,
Next year you will Graduate Basic Combat Training and Infantry OSUT. Congrats. When you go to report to your unit, you will go to reception first. While there you will meet the girl you are sure will change your life forever. And it's correct. She does. Do not speak to her, do not even look at her. You'll know her immediately, you'll pick her out of the crow while in the basement and you'll hear those words which you will never forget coming out of her mouth. Do not acknowledge anything she says. Continue this while you are at reception. After that it's easy living. When you get deployed remember to take a knee EVERY time you c
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You know I want too. I never said it, but it was always there.
It was on the edge of my lips like a knife slipping away.
You know I always let you know, just how unfair that is.
How it wasn’t a passion play, or some lame cliché.
I remember the feeling of waking up with you close by.
Less than an arms reach, less then a breathe.
Walking the boardwalk with a blue sky to watch us.
Or the screech of the speakers of an overpacked stage.
You claim you can break me down with a look.
So what if you can, that’s nothing to what your touch does.
It seems I’ve become that book you can pr
Hello DevArt. Patrick here.
September 14 of this year I will be deploying over seas with my Infantry unit. We will be in Iraq for one year. Just wanted to let you all know. We will be coming back, everyone alive.
Love and thank you all for making my DevArt experience worth it.
Pvt. Patrick
US Army
2-23 INF
Hello complete and utter stranger!! How have you been? I could hardly believe it's been years since I've been on DA... It was a bit shocking to see my age as 19 LOL. Hope you are well and that life has blessed you with an abundance of the beautiful, joyous and unexpected moments that make our lives worth living for . Be well! ~K
Glad to read that things are well with you. I've been well, with ups and downs over the years, such is the nature of life. But all and all life treats me well so I can't complain. How long have you been in Iraq?